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やりたくない仕事をして⁡

休みの日は仕事でミスして⁡

電話こないか怯えてたんよね

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人に疲れやすい私は⁡

会社での集団生活がしんどかった⁡

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休みの日はぐったりで⁡

お昼まで寝まくる⁡

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もちろん人にも会いたくない⁡

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あっと言う間に夕方になって⁡

夜ご飯を食べて⁡

お風呂に入ったら寝る時間⁡

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また仕事だ⁡

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生活のために会社勤めしなくては　⁡

いけないのは分かってる⁡

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でも自分が死んでるみたい⁡だった

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会社のドアを開ける直前は⁡

絶望的な気分⁡

この世の終わりみたいな⁡

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でもドアを開けてしまえば

明るい私に変わる⁡

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″私は誰なんだろう？⁡″

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自分が自分で

いれなかったのが辛かった⁡

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でもこの生活を壊すのも⁡

怖くて長い間悩み続けたんだ

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過労で入院したのをキッカケに⁡

もう普通の人間になるのは諦めた⁡

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普通の生き方もできない⁡

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それが私なのよ⁡

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次第に文句言ってた家族も⁡

私を理解するようになり、⁡

自分が自分でいれるようになった⁡

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最近は久しぶりに会う友人にも⁡

「すごいね」「生き生きしてるね」って⁡

言われるようになった⁡

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ガラスと出会って毎日ガラスを眺めて⁡

制作して作品を褒められることで⁡

私の人生に彩りと輝きが⁡

戻ってきたように思う⁡んだ

夢中で打ち込めるものが

あるって大げさだけど

人生をコロッと変えてしまうね

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虹は嵐の後に空に現れるように

私自身の人生にも辛い時期を超えた後、

再び色と輝きが戻ってきました。⁡

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高級ダイクロリングは

その希望の象徴です。⁡

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